Now what? Wait? What do I do while I wait? All questions that I have asked my Father lately. I know that He has something in store for the Fudges but I don't know what. The sermons and radio shows that I listen to have been talking about using the gifts that God has given us or waiting for God's best. Ok, I get it. But now what? How do I keep doing what I'm doing, knowing that God has something planned. Am I doing everything I need to be doing? Is there something else I'm supposed to be doing in order for the plan to be put into action? I am confused and a little anxious, not in what is going to happen but when is it going to happen? With all that I still know that God is God and He has a plan that I might not understand or do I have to understand it. I am to obey his call and just do whatever He asks me to do, I don't have to figure out what or why He's doing it. It's called faith. I can't wait to see what God is going to do. He is always so incredible!

What is ahead?

There are times in our lives when we are standing on the bridge as you pass to the next part of your life. I was there during the summer before I left for college. I was there when I had applied to over 20 school districts yet had not received a job. I stood on a bridge and looked in awe when I was packing our house before we moved overseas. I am again standing there. We have our house on the market and we've been talking to a friend in South Africa who is starting a school there. Are we supposed to move to South Africa? Are we supposed to contact the mission board to go some where else in the world? I am about to set up camp on this bridge because I don't see the other side. But one thing I have learned, God places these bridges in my path. I can either be anxious and fret over what is next or I can enjoy the view from the bridge. I wish that I had the map in front of me with a detailed key, but I know God's plan for me is good. I have been promised that God will give me a future to prosper me and bring me hope.

So here I am, on my bridge, waiting to see what is ahead.